deprived of sleep
Posted on Friday 7 September 2012
@ 08:36

hey fellow people which i guess aren't much cos i barely post anything cos i'm a fat lazy pig.
for those that are actually reading this. do know how much i appreciate it :D hahahha i bet my friends don't even know i posted this. SO. if no one's reading this, then i'll just take it as me talking to me. i'm talking to myself. whoopdie doop. something to celebrate about ! yay me (:
apparently, its like 11:25 right now and i really can't sleep. and i'm supposed to wake up at like 5 am. busy day tomorrow !!! and i can't sleep. i hate you brain.
so! what's going on with my life?
01. school's started like 1st week's over.
02. friends are awesome.
03. teachers are awesome.
04. results are awesome. all my subjects are in honors class, meaning my results are whoop whoop very good :D
05. everything seems alright. except for relationship problems!! YAAAAY.
elaboration? explanation? i have no idea. its weird, scary, confusing, and tiring. i dont like relationships. its so confusing. and for a slow minded person like me, its bad. really baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad
okay. elaboration on my awfully confusing relationship problem.
as some of you MAY know, i have a boyfriend. yeah... its going baaad. like he doesn't show it and he just doesn't really like cherish me. i feel it, he feels it, OUR FRIENDS FEEL IT. yes he feels it but he doesn't really do anything like major to change ... i admit. i should do something about it too. i tried. didn't work. tried again. didn't work again. i seriously want to give up. THEN since its a new semester, there's new people ! whoop whoop.
so my friend and i were like comparing two guys. one's Ryan. the other's Kevin. we're comparing who's betterlooking. ahhahaha i know but we were bored :( so my friend likes ryan but i like kevin and we're like competing and doing 'surveys' asking people who's better looking blah blah blah. then i start to like notice him more. eh he's quite cute :D hahahahaha okok i feel like a cheater :(
cos like i'm supposed to clear the air between me and my 'boyfriend' and its not done yet and its really confusing and weird. i use ' ' because we haven't had the talk.. so yeah... thisis bad.
OKAY I'M FEELING THAT I'M GOING TO FALL ASLEEP WHILE WALKING TOMORROW IF I DON'T SLEEP SOON, SO GOOD NIGHT PEOPLE :D


he lost a soul to a woman so heartless .
Posted on Tuesday 14 August 2012
@ 03:38

pardon me, this was like a post i typed last time.. totally forgot to post it.

i'm sorry :(



brother's back in Taiwan and its my summer vacation :D
that'll probably be the only reason i give cos the last time i blogged was honestly when the dinosaurs were seriously alive and roaring and killing and pooping and stuff like that.
all thanks to my brother, i watched a Korean drama and then all hopes are held high for me. unrealistic hopes. tsk man stupid brother. thanks to him. -.- those hopes will just die down after a while but still, having such unrealistic dreams just make me go :  

oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh i want to change my hairstyle :D hehehehehe. i want this hairstyle      its the girl from the drama :D nice hair man seriously. so jealous man . okay you want to see the main guy character? hehehehe :>

nah i don't feel like posting. pssshht. look it up yourself. playful kiss. the drama.


ANYWAY. MOVING AWAY FROM THE DRAMA AND UNREALISTIC DREAMS OF MINE.
whoop whoop i may be going to australia  HEHEHEHE :D

GOALS TO REACH WHEN I'M IN AUSTRALIA :

  1. ride a kangaroo   
  2. hug a kangaroo
  3. hug a koala
  4. bring a koala home 
oh yeah baby. i'm going to achieve those awesome achievable goals :>

i've been thinking a lot lately. like a lot a lot. so much thinking to do for me.
i want to go study overseas. like my brother. lead an independent life on my own. it just seems all so exciting! 
but then again, it would be so expensive and hard. 


rain rain please DON'T go away
Posted on Saturday 16 June 2012
@ 04:55

SO. how long has it been since i last posted? 3 years? ever since the dinosaurs were alive? yeah probably that. ANYWAY. UPDATES COMING UP.
i'm sorry for not posting.. i'm just so darn lazy ._. everytime something happens, i'm like 

but i end up telling myself, 'next time man. next time.'
i met Kimberly and Chen Neng. 
oh yeah baby. i met BOTH OF THEM. BOO YEAH. JEALOUS MUCH?
YOU KNOW TAIWAN'S RAINING THESE FEW DAYS RIGHT? ITS SO DAMN SCARY. there were tiny waves literally. tiny waves. serious. no joke. and when my school bus drove down the mountain (yes my school is on top of a mountain an hour drive away from my house) THERE WERE FREAKING TINY WATERFALLS ._. like you know on mountains there are small like narrow 'stairs' so the water just rushes down like a small waterfall. I FOUND THE GIF. IT WAS LITERALLY LIKE THIS : 

I AM BEING SERIOUS HERE. NO JOKE. IT WAS LITERALLY LIKE THAT.
don't believe me? okay. i won't waste time trying to convince you unless YOU FLY OVER HERE SO YOU CAN SEE IT FOR YOURSELFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
and the rain. OH MY DEAR GOODNESS.


its like the rain god is just pouring buckets of water down like it ain't nobody's business and all the humans are just like 

hahahahahahahhahahaha explaining the rainy days here in Taiwan with gifs are so cool and fun its like so... realistic(?) i have no idea what i'm typing right now. even the dog types better. tsk.

WHAT'S WITH MY TWEET LAST NIGHT? update :
so you guys probably know i have a boyfriend right? NO? I'M SORRY :( ANYWAY
cos we had an argument before and kinda got things straight as in we managed to tell each other what are the problems. he told me he can't get over his ex. well he has told me this before cos he wanted me to know. like no secrets that kind you know? so. yeah i told him i know and that he can talk about it with me. i'm fine with it but whenever i see him talking to his ex, i get really extremely insecure. he says sorry. and he said he wont do it.
for a period of time, everything was going great. then his phone and computer got confiscated by his mum so we didn't really talk much ever since. not even in school cos he doesn't come to talk or find me by himself. and recently he's like talking to his ex and they're like so happy and smiling. i told myself that i shouldn't mind cos they can be friends right? so i didn't care. but then its like whenever he's with me in school, he seems so unwilling.. and when he talks to me, he doesn't seem that happy and smiley when he talks with his ex -.- like..
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the last gif. seriously. and i'm just like i don't give an eff anymore. let it be. do whatever you want. just don't regret it.
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no i don't want to break up. i guess. i mean, the always optimistic me always 'know' that things will definitely get better. it just always takes time. well... i don't know how this is going to end. end in breaking up ? end in him realising that he's being a dick and being nice to me again? i don't know. i guess i just have to wait.

i thought that my first relationship would be interesting. fun. loving. not like this.  you are like effing cheating on me if you actually think about it.
i'm gathering up all my courage to confront him hahahaha. about what? i don't know. but i know i have to ._.
I FOUND THIS REALLY STUPID 'QUIZ' THINGY ON TWITTER. LETS SEE.
its in chinese. i'm lazy to translate.

「当你达到这6条,你就爱上了这人」 
1.在忙时,却把手机开著等他的短信 
2.喜欢和他两个人单独漫步 
3.在一起时,会假装不注意他,但当离开你的视线时,你会急著寻找 
4.当他和别人好时,你会感到不安
5.当他笑时,你的嘴角会扬起一丝得意的笑 
6.当你看到这文章时,心里想到某个人。
HAHAHAHAH CRAP MAN. i have all 6 ._. HAHAH BUT I AIN'T BELIEVING THIS TWITTER CRAP THINGY. IT WAS JUST FOR FUN. WHEEE.


that was a really really long whiny post man. da hell? 
lets seee.... AHH YOU GUYS SHOULD TOTALLY READ THIS BOOK


THE GIVER - LOIS LOWRY
its really nice!!!!! really touching at the end :( but soooooooooooooooooo nice(: really unexpected in some ways !(: 
How to make a good use of your cats

when i grow up, i'm going to tell my boyfriend/husband to buy kittens/puppies to do this. its going to be 

i couldn't find Barney Stinson doing it... so yeah :(
SPEAKING OF BARNEY STINSON I LOVE HIM HE'S HILARIOUS.LIKE HAHAHAHAHAHA SO FUNNY. gif time :D
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the last one is one of my favourites. hahahahahahahahahahah(: LAST THING :
Brofist!

bam. bro-fisted :D






tonight, WE ARE YOUNG.
Posted on Saturday 26 May 2012
@ 05:32

its almost the end of the semester. yes people. it means that THE HOLIDAYS ARE HERE.
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! GOOD NEWS :
01. i have a 80% chance that i'm going over to Australia with my brotherrrr :D BOO YEAH PEOPLE. BOO YEAH. i am excited. please let me spam some gifs to show you how excited i am. if you don't like it, do skip over :D thank you bery much.image  image
02. my results are really good. and my chinese results are improvinggggggggg
03. MUMMY WILL BUY A CAMERA FOR ME WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. if my grandparents agree to it, which has a probability of... a huge chance :D camera i want to buy :  ain't it nice? :D
04. things are getting better between me and him :D heheheh happy me.

i want to buy the camera before i go to australia. then i can take so many nice pretty pictures THAT RACHEL WILL BE JEALOUS OF MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
HAPPY DAY TOMORROW. GOING TO MONKEY'S HOUSE :D HEHEHEHEH
she's so adorable and blur. blurrer than mua. yes there's actually someone worse than me. much worse. (:thats my monkey :D 
we're supposed to do a science fair project. of a compound machine. imageimage it's going to be an epic fail. probably.. given that only the two of us are in the same team. oh the puppy picture? its a facepaallllmmmmmm. bam.


tumblr is FILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLED with one direction gifs and pictures. actually, frankly, honestly, they're quite cute and a whole lot of FUNNY! hahahaha they're so cute and funny. especially those gifs :Dimageimageimageimage
it'll be so awesome if my friends will be like that. :D through my whole life !


going off to reply letters :D and memorise chinese -.-

see you guys :D 
i'll leave you guys with  these 2 gifs 






i swear this is hilarious. he's trying to 'flash' someone.




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